Brother,
You still have my email? Shoot me that home addy again. Someone blessed me with something at the Baltimore shoot that isn't monetary in nature but I have thought of you constantly while it'sbeen in my possession since it was given to me.
This crew is one of the finest! there are many here and some who have moved on that were prayed over and healed in medical, emotional, spiritual ways beyond comprehension.
God's healings don't always come as we'd like and I know from before and now again, it can begin to seem like "He must've forgotten me or I've displease him or things would change" I have to fight that battle soemtimes myself...and will again.
I, too, am not sure what direction God's trying to point me, but together with all our brother's and sisters, those who seek, shall find.
Keep the Son in your eyes, brother...